Tuesday, October 06, 2009

wrked mon..
entertain myself by singin & disturbin e phillipinos..
cashier was jennifer & supervisor was jeslyn..
dey say is ladies nite coz all wrkin r ladies..
whole nite i machiam 'bao ka liao'..
im a floor staff cum cashier cum bartender..
did cash, credit & even deir settlement..
did a pack of flyers my self, which is 1000 pieces..
'da' 1 jug redbull durin my 2nd break..
was lyin on my sofa until my dad slp den i moved 2 kitchen..
only slp ard mrn 4plus..

sandra wenta wrk..
so no cyclin @ ECP..
i like wrkin mon tue coz only 1 wb ppl & e rest frm other outlet..
no stress man..
can do wadeva u wan..
no1 wil b naggin frm time 2 time..




my parent has nt been tokin since couple of wks ago..
i've 2 b e middle person ago..
im e middle person btween my mum & dad & oso btween my mum & sista..
its v tirin..
married 4 near 2 a 30yrs yet nw den like this..
sumtimes my father dun come hm..
his frens told me dey bump into my dad @ marsiling on sun mrn..
e nxt mrn b4 he came hm..
movin 2 tpy 2 stay tgt wid my granny is a serious mistake..
e main prob of dem nt tokin, who else, but my granny..
others always tel me 2 stay hm acc my mum or dad, try settle dem..
but i just refuse 2 stay @ hm..
it feels really sick 2 just stay @ hm..
perhaps im hm sick.. sick & tired of a place call hm..


it feels v 'gao wey' when u dun dare 2 show ur care & concern 2wards sum1..
wantin 2 dote on a person but u cant..
'suo bu chu de xin deng'
many thns u just cant bring it out of ur mouth..
sumtimes i feel like punchin myself..
can only take it as like nth happen & distant urself frm it..
i feel like huggin my mum sumtyms..
but u noe it just feel weird & im v afraid 2 c her cry..


2 hate is easy but 2 love u need alot of courage..


if i cud, i wud hav gone over..

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