Friday, December 26, 2008

damn..
i reach hm only @ 640am, & im awake @ like 10am..
slpt less than 3hrs..
& i hav wrk ltr..
mayb it due 2 consecutive ringin of phone & mum's hp..
or is it that my mind is too active..
checked winebar customers' namecard which aderline(my wrk capt) die die must hav today, here im to blog..


WED XMAS EVE
f*kin no ppl..
even worst den normal wed..
xchg present with serena..
bought it v last min coz i din noe she'll ask 4 a present xchg..
had wb present xchg aft closin..
went 4 breakfast wid reni, limei, xl, serena & khai..
all bar dept again..
called her 'aw gek leng' & she said she's 'chu-ko-lek gek leng'..


XMAS DAY
cab 2 bugis 2 meet ron 1st & watch her eat..
wenta pool fusion along beach rd..
ron, lucas, xl & myself..
we were e 1st customer dere & i heard e lady tellin her fren on e phone dat "lucky i nv close shop"
walked 2 dbl o aft dat..
xl keep sayin reachin 4 dunno how many times b4 we finally reached..
it is like a mini zouk inside..
so many zouk staff seriously..
cashiers, securities, floor staff & bar dept..
had a jug of vodka redbull, tried butterscotch neat..
techno in my head..
went outside so many gone..
& watched a fight just 10-15m nxt 2 us..
1st dbl o xperience..
had gd & bad stuff dere..
waited v long b4 we finally send lizhen up e cab & head 2 babyface..
waited 4 andrew outside orcahard tower b4 headin up..
1st time dere, i wud say e place is much better than rumours but e sound system sucks..
everytime we go rumours oso get private rm thanks to ah niu(ron's lao da) who's wrkin dere..
gt 2 cheena girl come in sell drinks which dem claimed is some local shots but actually is fruit punch..
bought 3 & THOUGHT dat wil make dem leave e rm..
but f*kin NO..
dey stay in e rm & keep tokin 2 me & lucas..
say we look like brothers, say we look like we r frm band(as in singin), say we 2 young boy v cute all dose BULLS(xcept e part abt bein cute)..
4 like 10-15 mins b4 givin me back my chg & dey charge e 1 shot 1 of dem drink into my acc..
nvm.. as long as they r bloody out of e rm..
cab, sent xl hm, den sent lucas(boon lay)..
e total amt i spend on cab 4 e day is more than $50..



u went toliet 4 v v v long with n..
mayb i shudden hav look 4 u guys with lucas..
ron came over as well & she tot im angry..
but I SWEAR i wasn't angry..
wat position m i in 2 b angry in e 1st place, right?
it is just dat i dun feel gd inside..
ron is alr somewat drunk & she keep sayin im angry & keep askin me to go find u tgt with her but i just dun wanna b dere..
frm far, i saw u lookin over & u saw ron tokin 2 me..
i admit e way i tok with ron, e action wil make ppl feel im angry..
BUT nt abt u, it is she keep sayin im angry when im nt..
it irritates me, seriously..
i went away back to e front & i wanna thks lucas comin aft me & tryin 2 cool me down..
& he asked me 2 b more darin, 2 go over & pull u away & tel u my heart dun feel ok..
ron came 2 find us & wat ron told me, e reply u gav her when she questioned u..
dat 1 is e main thing..
u can just say no but y do u hav 2 add on dat sentence..
ron wenta tel u im angry & u came 2 e front 2 look 4 me..
4 dat min u kept askin m i ok..
u went frm my right 2 my left & u repeated ur qn 4 UMPTEEN times..
I ans all ur qns with im ok, as much as i wanted 2 ans MY HEART IS NT OK ..
i noe u doubt dat im ok..
i dun wanna say much coz i dun wanna u 2 feel dat...... aiya i dunno how 2 say la..
when u were walkin back, i had e tot of pullin u & ask u 2 stay, but e word 'control' came 2 my mind..
finally wenta find u, ron & e other 1 when she called..
coz lucas told me dat u noe ron called me 2 go find u all & if i dun go it will only make u tink dat im angry, which totally made sense..
@ babyface u said i sang with so much emotions, u shud hav known y, coz u noe e lyrics..
aft babyface, im happy coz u choose to come with my cab eventhou i din mention anyth & ron alr ask u 2 go with her cab..
i saw ron's face & i felt bad.. damn..



WHIMP OR SELF-CONTROL?

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