Thursday, June 26, 2008

原谅我 - e oni song dat gt me repeatin it 4 4 daes..
& i intro e song 2 limei, c'ken & ron..


Aunt Carol is flyin back 2 Canada tmr mrn..
i dun tink i'll b goin 2 send her off..
coz im afraid i'll cry..
im nt e kind dat can control tears well..
dunno how many more yrs til we mit again..
13083 km away..
convert 2 miles wil b x1.609 = 8130 miles apart..
usin miles is beta den km coz e number is smaller..


i was v nt in e mood ytd..
many thn dat gt me tinkin & wonderin..
person A's pregnacy, person B, person C & person D..
juz agarism..
ah kai say ive bcome more dao..
i din.. really..


wb was my 1st actual job..
nt takin in2 consideration e short duration @ bball association of sg..
i used 2 feel dat aft my grad i'll wrk @ wb..
but no longer 4 nw..
sumdae laz wk i was tellin cun abt how i feel..
abt chges & how i hate growin up..
whr u start 2 learn wat is call feelin, luv, start 2 take up responsibilities, etc etc etc..
i crapped wid him..
asked him how wud he feel if im nt e person dey knew?
wat if e real hui yoke ling is a totally diff hui yoke ling..

ppl come, ppl go..
since 1st dae wrkin @ wb, luther left, abel left, wee left, angie left, samantha left, nw grace's leavin as well, cun wil b leavin & others datz tinkin of leavin..
thns chg, environment chg, ppl chg, feelin chg, attitude chg & other thns datz chgin as well..
i dun lyk chges..
i noe chges r inevitable..
thns dat shud chg dun chg, thns dat shud nt chg, chged..
how ironic can life b..


how wud u feel sittin down hearin e person u lyk tok abt e person she lyk..
i say hearin & nt listenin..
hear u can dun pay attention 2 it..
listen is attentive..

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