Monday, April 28, 2008

new words ive learned..
rampant - occuring uncheck/growing wildly
onerous - difficult/having disadv obligations
erratic - inconsistent
ancillary - subordinate/providin support


THUR
aft fyp wenta cwp wid 2 ain..
mandy came my hse..
wanna catch laz train 2 tpy but oni left wid amk..
reach amk kai fetch us 2 ecp..
drizzlin, rained a lil..
sea breeze + sea wave = sea song..
sibei song..
kai drove me back again..
head bed ard 3+ am?


FRI
nt enuff slp..
lesson @ alc..
climb all dose high rope elements..
1st part e obstacles all v ez..
2nd part e mr horhorhor ask nt 2 hold..
so i really din hold..
den he told e other guys in e class 2 c how i do it..
coz dose guys say it is impossible nt 2 hold..
when i abt 2 finish den he say sumth lyk 'look @ cool yokeling'..
wrk was alrite..
more slack as compare 2 usual fri..
aft wrk wenta 'blow water'..


SAT & SUN
nt enuff slp..
wrk was slack lyk wth oni..
aft wrk wenta 'blow water'..
waited 4 mc & grace..
den off 2 sentosa..
jas & her frenz came..
noon tym e sand was f*kin hot..
burnin..
i choose nt 2 wear sandals 2 challenge myself..
c my limit, how much can i tolerate..
some left 1st..
e rest plae bball..
i score u clap, u score i clap..
saw irene & co..(nyp bballers)
smile smile tok abit..
all e way til 6 plus den we leave sentosa..
took train out..
head 2 subway 4 dinner..
my 1st tym eatin subway..
took train wid mandy while e rest bus hm..
doze off on e train..
rite aft i open e door my mum start her firin of bullets..
i feel so much lyk puttin my stuff & leavin e hse..
but she'z my mother..
gotta tahan..
i tink my ability to tolerate alot comes frm her trainin..
evry small fry stuff she'll start her firin 4 hrs..
non-stop..
frm 1 issue 2 another..
juz kip goin on & on & on..
on bed totally knocked out..
i suddenly realize e word terger existin in my dictionary..


MON
so tired..
feel lyk dozin off in sch..
no fyp meetin aft sch..
so head hm den nite tym wenta cine kbox..
deli de qingqing goin back china soon..
i left ard 3+am..
reach hm 4 hit bed slp..
im happy& shock..


TUE
sch v relax..
my frenz say my tann v nice..
HAHAHAHAHA..
slp durin 2nd break..
frm slpin on e table i wenta slp on e floor..
heck care alr..
so comfortable..
wid strong aircon, totally shiokness..

wenta watch bball gals trainin..
all sort of emotions came in..
tinkin back of how i used 2 train tgt wid dem..
persevering til trainin end no matter how tough it is..
e fun, laughter, sweat, encouragement & fightin 4 champion..
i saw coach..
really dun dare 2 look @ her..
althou i noe she kip lookin over..
i feel so bad..
so dui bu qi ta..
e hope she has on me, e trainin, e advise & scoldin she gave..
i let e team down & esp coach when i decided 2 stop playin 4 rp..
Team RP, my 1st team, my proud..
Coach SF, my 1st coach, alwaes gonna b stil..

mandy came rp find me..
trainin end 840 lidat den stae 2 watch e guy'z frenly..
wenta makan @ civic mac den head hm..


WED
wrkin tonite..
nw @ selina hse do fyp thn..
had our lunch @ jalan kayu..
sound far?
nah..
juz 5 mins walkin..
hope tonite wil b pin an ye..


NOT ENUFF SLP FRM LAZ WK TIL NW.
strained physically & MENTALLY..


他給的幸福你從笑容就能說明..
我還憑什麼關心怎麼你不抗拒..
感情沒有防盜鎖..
愛走不到盡頭..
不後悔付出過..
各自回家的路試著不再難過..
變得成熟是我能安慰自己唯一的收穫..
我猜是我的錯..
愛怎麼被偷走..
那只是個感受..
如果離開是愛你最後的承諾..