Monday, November 19, 2007

tiz is gd..
im touched too..
http://youtube.com/watch?v=msTZYUW8um0&feature=related

Ytd practice more than words on guitar..
Hard 2 memorise e chord..
Mum’z fren bought a schnauzer pup..
Total $1600++?
Cute coz itz small & hyper..
Wenta watch match wid brudda, brudda’z frenz & gf..
Rained..
Brudda & frenz caught me smiling many tyms..
Dey kip sayin me..
Piggybacked brudda..
I sang loud otw back..
A form of relief perhaps..
Wenta AMK hub makan mos..
Tok wid brudda..
Den rmb abt dose tyms when we ball in e rain..
Dose sec sch daes dat I miss terribly..


Frm nth 2 sumth..
I hate tiz..
Im havin back e feelin I lost while I went aft 1 gal several yrs ago..
E uncontrollable smiles I wud hav 2 myself..
F*k..
I dun lyk tiz..
Tinkin back abt e sadness I gav 2 myself..
Of coz derez a reason 4 bein single 4 so long..
Nt dat nobody lyks me..
Nt dat I din fall 4 anybody..
I tink wat Ive experience had long built a wall in me..
E fear of rejection, e fear of many thns..
ive alwae noe & told myself..
itz beta 2 b single than gettin attached..
coz i wun make a gd luver..
I alwaes ask myself y I allow myself 2 land in tiz kind of thn..
Y m I nt strong enuff..
Y my hrt falls so easily..
I tink I hav a crush alr..
I wun say itz luv..
Coz i dun even noe her..
Tiz few daes ive made myself tink hard..
Real hard..
Mood was bad tiz few daes..
Emo.. emo.. emo..
Emo shit..