Sunday, May 06, 2007

SAT
my aunty-in-law came out wid my cousin & brought along 3 more ppl..
dey + mi & my mum..
we squeeze in e car lyk dose sardines in a can..
brought dem ard..
wenta c my granny..
den wenta bugis..
saw 周琮庆..
dun tink mani ppl reg him..
saw zheng ying too..
u noe how my aunt dey all shop e bugis street..
dey juz walked 1 lane down & went back alr..
lyk so -.-
waste of tym drivin dere & lookin so hard 4 parkin space..
wenta cwp pasa malam..
was so hot down dere..
saw shujin..
wanted 2 go back msia wid dem..
but decided nt too..
im stil quite sick..
wait til nxt wk perhaps..
tink im gonna head 4 a bath..
reali bth..
lyk playin bball under e sun..
exaggeratin..
i noe..






i had a drim..
abt workin @ piza hut..
den had a major mitin stuff..
lyk over few thousand of ppl kind of mitin..
derez e gal i lyked 4 2yrs plus..
den i gt back e feelin i had..
e feelin of hrt almost jumpin out of my mouth..
e feelin was so real..


when i woke up i tot back of e past..
e tym when i tink most ppl had gone thru..
secretly admiring a person..
den sowly u r clear dat u lyk dat person..
im sure u wud share wid a few person..
den 1 of dem wud b her fren kinda..
e passin of letters thru tiz fren..
all dose letters i hav dem stil..
& e 1/2 big cardboard..
y 1/2?
coz bruddar has gt e other 1/2..
den e singin thru msn..
recess tym u wud b eatin budden ur eyes wil b elsewhr instead of ur food..
assembly wil b lookin @ e class of dat sumbody..
wantin 2 c wat she'z doin..
when dat person happens 2 look back @ u, u wud shy awae kinda thn..
if cca happens 2 b on e same day, u wil kip a look out 4 her..
when she walk passed, ur eyes followed her..
oni a few sec aft ur teammate called u den u wil gain back ur senses..
thou ur cca ended much earlier den her u wud stay back & wait..
even if dat day u dosen hav cca & u r release @ 2, u'll find an xcuse 2 stae in sch..
although u r juz floatin aimlessly ard e sch..
all are juz hopin 4 e chance to walk hm tgt..
wid a fren or a grp of fren dosen reali matters..
wat matter most is she'z dere & datz more den enuff..
dere bound 2 b tyms when u 2 r left bhind alone..
den e tryin v hard 2 find sumth 2 tok abt..
coz u afraid of
1. sayin e wrong thn
2. short convo dat wil oni laz 4 a few sec
3. wat she'll feels when u said sumth lame/borin or wadeva..
on occasion lyk bdae, sum wadeva dae u'll wanna mit up wid her..
i stil rmb e happenin tyms i've had wid my frenz @ a particular carpark..
e thn 1 of my fren wrote on my behalf..
i was quite worry abt dat thn coz ppl who dunno c it & dey wil tink im e 1 dat wrote dat..
i asked her 2 remove it but i guess she din..
we had crazy runnin/sommonsaultin/jumpin/cyclin/secretly-tearin/guitarin tym @ dat carpark..
i rmb @ a pt dere was a guy fren of mine whu wanna woo her..
i did nt stop him..
i even helped him..
date her out 4 him..
encouraged him 2 giv e flower & gift he bought budden he wanna throw dem awae on Valentine dae..
I went up wid him walk up 2 her doorstep & told her parent im lookin 4 her..
den i went a lvl up coz i noe my fren wud b shy 2 confess when ppl'z ard..
derez was 1ce or twice when my fren + his fren & her were out..
she CALLED mi..
ASKED mi 2 go & ACC her..
BUT i REJECTED..
coz u noe e sour feelin of seein e guy fren bein nice 2 her..
很不是滋味..
1 wud nid alot of sugar intake aft dat..
aft hearin her "你真的不要来啊" "ok lor" & "byebye"..
e disappointment..
i wished i had said 'OK' instead..
& e call stay in my mind e whole of dat dae..
tyms when accidentally our hands touched..
i almost gt outta breath..
luckily im nt dose kind dat blush ez-ly..
when ppl noe wat i did 4 dat guy fren of mine, dey hav comments abt it..
but i stil felt derez nth wrong abt it..

ppl mite say..
eh u nt stm 1 meh how cum can rmb..
u bet mi..
i myself hav no idea..
some thn r 4gtten unintentional..
but certain thns which aft much effort 2 4get stil stae rooted in ur mind..

alrite..
i wanna ciao alr..
feelin damn sick..
& my muscles achin..
when i cough my muscles ard my tummy wud ach too..